while waiting..
I’m letting you go not because I want to
but because I was faced with a lot of reasons why I HAD to
I want to see you freely liking other girls„,without the fear of hearing my rants
I want to see you going through every single day
without me ruining it with my nags
I want to see you happier with your lifewithout me living to ruin it
This may actually be pointless
Coz probably you’re normally happy with or without me
But just give me this last illusion that I somehow had an effect on you
I’m settign you free not because I don’t love you anymore
not because I dont need you any longer
not because I don’t want you at all
but because you asked me to
and I saw in your eyes
how much you wanted me to
Even if it hurts so much
I’d still do things your way
then I’ll go on and fake a smile
and it’ll be easy
coz this relationship was unreal from the start
and so I will just carry on
until the day I will then again feel
how it’s like to live in a real world again


